I am not quite ready to discuss our leap of faith in any detail at this time. I know that some of you are curious about it and wondering when I will just simply state it and write about it directly. I know that others have asked, or have wanted to ask me, personally about it. Some of you may think that you have it already figured out or may be we have simply stated it to you, face to face; however, that is simply funny because we don't have it all figured out just yet either and we probably won't for quite some time as we are even unsure of some of the specifics of our leap.
We are at a wait and see what happens stage in our leap... guess that is why it is called a leap of faith in many regards. At this point, we are not sure what door shall open first as we know we are headed in the right direction and down the correct hallway. When I feel the time is right, I assure you that I will write more about it because I think that sharing with others is a key to faith and faith building. Also, please note that some of it I will keep private as well. Some things just do not need to be shared publicly--some things are left better unsaid. However, with that said, you may not completely understand why some things were hard for us with in the last few months when I do write about it; but that will just have to be the way it is supposed to be then. We have had some things occur since our leap that wasn't exactly related to the leap itself but it most definitely affected it just the same and perhaps knowing that some of you may never hear the complete and full story, I am somewhat fearful of what you all may think or say.
BUT I guess I am willing to take the risk someday soon anyways. I have reasons for feeling this way and I want to make sure that when I discuss it further and include more details, that I have taken the time to think and pray through it and to have ample time to write about it and to share about it appropriately. There are other reasons why I want to watch how and what I write about as I know what others are going through, or have been going through, and what has been impressed upon us. I want to do it with care...
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