True, at first it was great getting to see old faces, and to see how they have changed, and to catch-up with one another and stay in the "know-it" loop of knowledge, but that is waining now.
Facebook can lead one to question things they should not even have to question. Be aware of the circumstances and hurts that are behind one's comments and statuses and to witness the stabbing statements or the wondering of vacant comments which have left me nearly breathless--having to remind myself to breathe. It should never make one ponder the things I have been forced to wonder.
I stayed on FB so that family could see their loved ones and they are not good enough reasons anymore to me. I wanted them to see pics of their grandchildren, their nieces and nephew, for whom they hardly ever see; to announce our family occasions and momentous celebrations that come with growing and company. But I have learned that those are not good enough reasons; in fact, they are the very precious, little reasons as to why I must leave. No more getting on and wondering about the possible hidden messages that have so often distracted me from my precious little reasons SO that is why I must leave.
Yes, I am "circling-the-wagons" for the sake of my family and for my children; and yes, doing what is also best for me.
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